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What in the world is going on? First P.Diddy claims he was never really in love with the singer/actress and now Ben Affleck insists it was a mistake to propose to his girlfriend of two years.

Ben told Britain’s Now magazine: “I should never have got engaged and never gone down that route. I thought I wanted certain things, but I didn’t. I got lost and felt suffocated, miserable and gross. Being in the middle of a tabloid frenzy, it became so intense I had to stop and think, ’What am I doing with my life?’”

The couple’s relationship was plagued by constant media attention, which Ben admits was draining. He revealed: “I had to smile for the cameras, but I was really in turmoil. I was no longer in control of my life and I didn’t know which way to turn. I felt like a hamster in a cage. The faster my legs went, the less distance I seemed to travel.”